For the last few years I would occasionally have the same dream. The specifics were usually different but the theme was the same. Something bad would happen, I would be dealing with it poorly, and then I would wake up. Perhaps my car would crash, or my house would burn down, something like that. The thing was even when dreaming I would wonder if it was a dream, and it would turn out not to be for a while, until I would suddenly wake up.
When my son was diagnosed with T1 diabetes, I kept on having those thoughts. Is this just a dream? Am I going to wake up? Please can I wake up?
After more than a week, I stopped having those thoughts. The nightmare is real. Excuse me while I go punch more holes in my kid.
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